拾玖、灵魂悖论（第2 / 2页）

而使我闪过恐惧念头的大多是「无法睁开眼睛」的状态，自己如同被按住眼皮，产生可能将永远陷入这种状态的不安。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;slFvBNf47DipLI6jYr2UeaJT3CZm8twRPnhcqkXz&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;slFvBNf47DipLI6jYr2UeaJT3CZm8twRPnhcqkXz&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

想要为之，却无法作为，心态上会感到无奈、沮丧、绝望，身T上仅仅就只有恐惧而已。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;WkpIcT7gOEQy2zdlqK0tfvFMLVheNaUZmGXP&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;WkpIcT7gOEQy2zdlqK0tfvFMLVheNaUZmGXP&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

而我一年前的T验，则是还涉及另一层面，而且恐怕是现今医学也不能完全解释的层面。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;D3nZigHfUvOqJVS09W8T7cbjCPFmkLGXNr6tezxB&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;D3nZigHfUvOqJVS09W8T7cbjCPFmkLGXNr6tezxB&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;5f3DsXb9Oimjzvra4ThN6ZklRcdGW0CH1UqVwLgn&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;5f3DsXb9Oimjzvra4ThN6ZklRcdGW0CH1UqVwLgn&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

那一天我在自己房间的隔壁书房，因为有点疲倦不小心在沙发睡着，时间我还记得很清楚，大概是在晚上七点多左右，而我再次想来时意识恢复清醒状态下，却发现全身已无法动弹。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;WrX4ZsUJkKpOiLwxzuam1f5qj3FYTAQSDVB7e8&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;WrX4ZsUJkKpOiLwxzuam1f5qj3FYTAQSDVB7e8&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

当下「又来了」这念头闪过脑海。另外，发生这种现象的状态下，我通常会先以「鬼压床」来定义，毕竟民间俗名b较快带入也很好记。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;QfTOC0EsGlo92JDHzdBY3mNIruRVcWwUPja6exLF&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;QfTOC0EsGlo92JDHzdBY3mNIruRVcWwUPja6exLF&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

内容未完，下一页继续阅读 如同我前面所提到，也像标准SOP，我陷入眼睛无法睁开，全身无法动弹的状态，而且无力改变现况。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;V3wZ1Kbeo5im0IPHgDYSR4Qpvzxq78atjdfUF6&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;V3wZ1Kbeo5im0IPHgDYSR4Qpvzxq78atjdfUF6&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

通常这时候我会有三种选择：念佛经、全身放弃挣扎放松，或者乾脆出口成脏。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;UKsjmf6gdXOnLv3Z1DyuxN4MCIE9ApboJQzqSi0G&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;UKsjmf6gdXOnLv3Z1DyuxN4MCIE9ApboJQzqSi0G&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

我知道念佛经跟骂脏话是民间流传解除鬼压床的方式，不过，或许有人骂脏话是因为这种情况感到恼怒罢了。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;cowVTZXHlBPJu7Fn4mpY3Mztf6xED2195KiqrLbd&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;cowVTZXHlBPJu7Fn4mpY3Mztf6xED2195KiqrLbd&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;47w1xJfzehA8VdNoIROr52BStEsay9ik3mlXLY6H&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;47w1xJfzehA8VdNoIROr52BStEsay9ik3mlXLY6H&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

只是，我发现这一次跟以往的鬼压床并不相同。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;coKQ0StVTi9UkGmsNRjayfgDWL63BbY5IuFAJe8x&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;coKQ0StVTi9UkGmsNRjayfgDWL63BbY5IuFAJe8x&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;dp7zJCjH1SKQL3BRYxDFfwk5iOWVZTEGgA4Uyt&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;dp7zJCjH1SKQL3BRYxDFfwk5iOWVZTEGgA4Uyt&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

虽然我的意识已经清醒，但由於眼皮无法睁开，所以我只能看到书房的灯光充满视线，顺带一提，一直处於被迫翻白眼的状态真的很不舒服。另外，我隐约感受到有某种「不知名的东西」，正穿过一楼客厅，朝通往二楼的楼梯前来。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;1jeK8k42oBPExH7ltS5QzYVi9maZyDbLRWFA&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;1jeK8k42oBPExH7ltS5QzYVi9maZyDbLRWFA&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

书房跟房间位於二楼，所以不用怀疑那不知名的东西，此时正打算朝我所在的书房前进。就算它没打算与我接触，但楼梯一到尽头，对面就是书房，而现在全身无法动弹的我，正头部朝外的躺在门敞开的书房内。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;RzIhenrLlKuwiaAo0G1pOB24EYdj65PZNFXUbxf9&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;RzIhenrLlKuwiaAo0G1pOB24EYdj65PZNFXUbxf9&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

一想到这，我便开始出现恐惧，因为不论是侵入者还是「不明的侵入者」，我都不会知道它此刻前来是否带有恶意，但既然是侵入者，那肯定不用太乐观。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;wUAIVt1kO6lNre082qyaMWpHdYixKQj9JTzS&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;wUAIVt1kO6lNre082qyaMWpHdYixKQj9JTzS&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

就在感觉到对方开始踏上楼梯同时，我的视线突然从模糊逐渐清楚起来，只是，我发现这种转变无疑只让我更添毛骨悚然罢了。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;dHOQoUA8VTFBeG2rmpgsvMuCtIXlw1L7DxiNWkR0&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;dHOQoUA8VTFBeG2rmpgsvMuCtIXlw1L7DxiNWkR0&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

内容未完，下一页继续阅读 &lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;cCFGi98xv5NHAKaebohOSnPuYMkDTV3EU&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;cCFGi98xv5NHAKaebohOSnPuYMkDTV3EU&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

因为我正发现自己正爬上通往二楼的楼梯，也就是说，我在那瞬间「变成」了不明侵入者，又或者是我过去不会认同的想像，「灵魂出窍」！&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;b3RfIWsdHnPx5zOKZocABjuwrk6TgG14Y2Mp&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;b3RfIWsdHnPx5zOKZocABjuwrk6TgG14Y2Mp&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;U7136qJn2ZVW9lrpa5wQGhsHCoixjLFzYTRSmgkB&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;U7136qJn2ZVW9lrpa5wQGhsHCoixjLFzYTRSmgkB&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

但也在我「上楼梯的视线」越来越清楚同时，我发现或许连灵魂出窍也无法解释的现象，因为即将走到楼梯尽头的我，眼前视线看到的竟然是头朝门口，正躺在书房沙发上的我，全身颤抖挣扎的画面。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;LRoUrM7W0hxjgc8bwSNuzK6FiefXCDJQHspml2P9&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;LRoUrM7W0hxjgc8bwSNuzK6FiefXCDJQHspml2P9&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

接着上楼的画面突然加快，瞬间我也醒了过来。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;RAojHDXNSUbgIfkrJBqzyTvQwpl4C6iL8YmO15KP&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;RAojHDXNSUbgIfkrJBqzyTvQwpl4C6iL8YmO15KP&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

这件事之後，我便不让房门敞开的情况下待在书房。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;RqgA7ZXQihI2mjTcv5GdLkwp8HJ4Ote6lFDbKru3&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;RqgA7ZXQihI2mjTcv5GdLkwp8HJ4Ote6lFDbKru3&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;wU0fQeZpSgXnaIc5MR1vLkoJlTEAhx9374YdGNKz&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;wU0fQeZpSgXnaIc5MR1vLkoJlTEAhx9374YdGNKz&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

「这……我倒是没有到这种程度的鬼压床，你那应该不能算是鬼压床了吧？难道是灵魂出窍？」&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;KaLpUGZ6tdv0RTinC28bxYlgBQXoquw94ScWOsHE&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;KaLpUGZ6tdv0RTinC28bxYlgBQXoquw94ScWOsHE&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

我与友人一边继续这个话题，一边穿过拥挤人cHa0向停车场前进，在聊到此同时，我拿起手机相机，对杵立於庙前广场入口处的两尊巨大神明，千里眼与顺风耳按下快门。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;G6P4CK2xRp1WXrNj5EDMgimAI0QzTdUO8ZSJH7Vl&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;G6P4CK2xRp1WXrNj5EDMgimAI0QzTdUO8ZSJH7Vl&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

「我的确有过跟你一样的看法，就算是我清醒之後也这麽想过。但是，b起灵魂出窍後回到自己身T，我更好奇为什麽我的身T会对自己的灵魂如此恐惧？如果是灵魂出窍，那那个时候在我R0UT里面的又是谁？」&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;EFBfT5RGXrg0Sn6uKmWYiHQOexkz12tpc7aJyAIV&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;EFBfT5RGXrg0Sn6uKmWYiHQOexkz12tpc7aJyAIV&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

内容未完，下一页继续阅读 「之後还有一样的经验吗？」&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;SvZjDUCFEGzgsxQ8WuVpcHPK2oMdiy5h3OR9TB4k&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;SvZjDUCFEGzgsxQ8WuVpcHPK2oMdiy5h3OR9TB4k&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

「没有，一次就够了，我第一次在鬼压床中这麽恐惧。」我将手机收入口袋。「我有时候会想，莫非那时候的自己与准备上楼的东西同步了？如果是这样解释，或许就能全盘解开这些疑惑吧？毕竟我可是也听到自己在骂脏话了呢。但如果不是的话──」&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;4rEXkuN8zP7ydAZlfDSajwGIWx1m9cphQ260OvLJ&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;4rEXkuN8zP7ydAZlfDSajwGIWx1m9cphQ260OvLJ&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;CpDT4HfIk8BJRnQobx2Pru93z10XytFZahKi7e5g&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;CpDT4HfIk8BJRnQobx2Pru93z10XytFZahKi7e5g&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

莫非「意识」、「灵魂」、「R0UT」，所存在的相关X，是完全跳脱现今人们所理解的范畴？又或者，意识是灵魂与R0UT的连接，所以我们於R0UT中的灵魂，根本就不存在於这个容器中，意识就如同网路一样，担任起连接两者的任务？&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;7brBJnU5tXcsCEHuGoRiklPIfeyp1gxY90W4zFdS&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;7brBJnU5tXcsCEHuGoRiklPIfeyp1gxY90W4zFdS&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

还是说，所谓的灵魂，不过是入侵这个现世中r0U身的外来物，所以才会有鬼魅跟神明的存在？而「某种连结」让灵魂可以C控R0UT本身的意识，但只有在某种情况下才能够达成，例如：睡眠、r0U身意识薄弱、生病等状态。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;XjR43UKMzxOdJsikQowHp7uCET6eb95yrBDvathN&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;XjR43UKMzxOdJsikQowHp7uCET6eb95yrBDvathN&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

但这似乎就完全跳脱JiNg神、医学的解释范围了，这不禁使我联想到更广义的科学谜团，「平行世界」理论，而这正是我目前想去钻研的议题。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;pHaE0s2X7KgYUrQfR8OPTvumdbSG9eklVown6xci&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;pHaE0s2X7KgYUrQfR8OPTvumdbSG9eklVown6xci&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;NEuH4lKjMVq27aPQRntoBUFDZYb3s8rx0Teh1Giv&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;NEuH4lKjMVq27aPQRntoBUFDZYb3s8rx0Teh1Giv&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

我有时还是会想到，那一天上楼的我，到底是谁。&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;XNdtiG124Z3jWae50KHybmDLnpTPuSEzQ9gVJIAx&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;XNdtiG124Z3jWae50KHybmDLnpTPuSEzQ9gVJIAx&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;<a href="https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;hjNopJdCZWATkuMz02q9RB3PeQyaXV7GEtIn&lt;/blockquote&gt;&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;s8YGKZlgih71NHxrqnQ09PakBt3Lfvuj5zwSRd6O&lt;/blockquote&gt;" target="_blank">https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;hjNopJdCZWATkuMz02q9RB3PeQyaXV7GEtIn&lt;/blockquote&gt;&lt;blockquotecite=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;https:///index&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;css=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;cht&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;style=&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;background:#fff;border-left:5pxsolid#4a84ce;padding:20px50px;&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039;&gt;s8YGKZlgih71NHxrqnQ09PakBt3Lfvuj5zwSRd6O&lt;/blockquote&gt;</a>

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